Monday, January 30, 2012

Why should it be ME!!! "Always"

Blogging to make myself feel better and hope it helps.....

It makes me wonder, why do people have questions like "What is your ambition in life?", "What is success according to you?", "Where do you see yourself 5, 10..15 years from now on?".

The reason such questions have started to bother me is, I just realized in an attempt to make sure I will be "happy" in the future which is the ULTIMATE ambition, success or goal I have just stopped thinking NORMAL! I have no clue if this sentence makes any sense at all...but well that's what I feel....

At the least from my experience, for me nothing ever goes as planned...Never Ever...I am so scared to answer these questions myself and plan for them!!! But I never want to loose the hope that all things happen for good! The mind takes time to understand it but the heart always says "Why should it be ME...always"...well darling that is how it is...As one of my friend said  "When the going gets tough the tough get going"....just planning to put this saying to practice....Bring it on..I am READY! :-D

Friday, January 20, 2012

Playing it safe.......not realllllllllllly....

Putting on my Philosophy Thinking CAP for the 1st time in 2012..... Lets see how it goes ;-)

I have always been a risk averse person - who will look at the safest option possible considering everyone opinions and effects on the decision I make... Well I am a person who bets only if I am sure I will win the bet! :-D
It has been good so far and I hope that it is going to be good even in the future..but at times in life there are unexplained things that happen and it changes or FORCES you to change some things... I think I have reached a point like that in my life and I am or have taken the BIGGEST if not the RISKIEST RISK in my life...

Well for a person who believes that "Everything Happens for ones own Good"...it is  time to put what you think to action..I hope it works out for the best....


P.S - Extremely sorry for blogging so ABSTRACT.... ;-)


Thursday, January 19, 2012

A "VACATION" that wasn't - 2011

Mallu Aunty..SELFISH..Call me when you feel like talking......Dinner Date....Personalized Home cooked dinner....Godiva...shopping...airport rides...Starbucks and biscottis...CALIFORNIATION...Nothing wrong in deserving something better...you are the most selfless person....I am so candid and funny only with you...your reflexes have gone down..too much Baton Rouge influence....rich Anglo Indian business woman...chic...KUMAR'S SISTER...HUG..you are more than a fren..........same time zone!...12 mile cycle ride...Bernie...chaats...madurai idli kadai...Victoria secrets...highway 280...infinite money source...combined studies..mortey..."Love in the air"...can’t comment I have not worked with you..RP..SMOKING HOT GREEK GOD...Sight Seeing...
OMG! Arpitha Cooked!!!!....there is never any age limit for knowledge and that is the only asset you will have with you forever.....80% ENGLISH 20% KANNADA....911 On HOLD...2 in 1....Khoon Bhari Mhang....YEH JO DESH HEIN MERA Swadesh hein tera....40% KANNADA 60% ENGLISH....Royal "Othla"...Remote Village Girl...Biscotti Strike....Russian Spy..Virtual Reality..Anything is ok...NJ Transit..Path..Subway...PITHA...I love you but you have no job so let me stick with my husband...Dunkin Dougnuts....B to the A, B to the A, BABA...Tailor Made Tapori...Half chicken half veg pizza....In MBA does M stands for Money right ?